aku dan dia

bismillah. hi..!

i wanna share something. usually i dont tell too much coz im worried people would follow us without knowledge. any questions, plz ask.

it started at our secondary school. then masuk uni sama.
me and husband got married at the age of 20. now its 10yo marriage alhamdulillah. we were schoolmates.

things yang dia suruh saya buat sejak sekolah:
1. pakai armsocks.
2. gelak tutup mulut.
3. jangan gedik2.
4. tutup aurat elok2.

over tak haha. stress gak dulu.
tapi dia ni mmg mcm betul2 nak kahwin dengan aku je.
kalau dia tinggalkan aku bila dah bentuk aku mcm ni, mmg sakit hati ah.

break? banyak kali.
gaduh? selalu. (sampai sekarang hahaha gaduh2 mulut la)
kitorang kaya? tak.
awal kahwin hidup susah? yes.
banyak ujian dalam marriage? yes.
dia jodoh? hati rasa.

doa bertahun2 sebelum kahwin:
"Ya Allah
Jika dia benar untukku
Dekatkanlah hatinya dengan hatiku
Jika dia bukan milikku
Damaikanlah hatiku dengan ketentuan-Mu"

inspired by lagu permata yang dicari - dehearty

my fav nashid tu

lagi satu, doa macam ni:
"jika dia terbaik untukku dan aku terbaik untuknya, permudahkanlah jodoh kami".

doa la macam tu. we dont know whos and whats the best for us.
things/persons we like might not be good for us, vice versa.
so we ask from Him The All-knowing.

jangan tertipu dengan nafsu.
be careful if u like 2 3 4 persons at one time.
bukan nak promote kahwin muda.
score studies dulu.
buat apa2 mesti kena ada redha n restu parents.
ada org excel in studies n career even kahwin muda.
tapi jgn lupa, ramai juga yang divorce.

people tunjuk yang indah2 aje.
takkan tengah gaduh, tukar diapers anak, backpain masa pregnant, berjaga malam anak meragam, problems dengan family members,  semua nak amik gambar/video kan haha.

what we need,
patience.
trust.
truthfulness.
honesty.
communication.
care.
tolerance.
togetherness.
faith.
faith.
faith.

responsibilities tu memang berat.
its our amanah.
we dont want to be together in this world only,
we want to be together till jannah.
is it easy? no.
we have to bear the bitterness of this life if we want to taste the sweetness of the paradise.

keep calm and remember Allah.

take care.

at the hospital

being at the hospital we can learn many things. what i learnt:

1. sakit x kenal usia. 28yo lady next to mak's bed skin cancer terminal stage. she has a small child

2. a husband's love and care. her husband sits there patiently. adjust the bed, her head, her pillow. im touched.

3. patience. be patient to help mak at the toilet, to take wudhu, to move, to walk, to feed her etc.

4. pray even when we are sick.
another makcik always solat on time, helped by her son. he inspired me to help mak too.

5. pray. a few times met a makcik (womb cancer patient) at musolla. she always waits for the next waktu. when i finished maghrib, she asked to stay and wait for isha. i said ill come again.

those cancer patients are so strong.
may Allah cure all of them. amin.

mak got cancer because of one illness.
im also having the same illness, i got it from mak.
hope i can be treated early. am on trearment now.
please be nice to me, i am a bit fragile.

stay kind, healthy and young pipol!

take care.