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Some days we were there

Some days they were there

I know it's not genuine when you said you like me

And we are humans we cannot seek into people's hearts to see whether they are ikhlas or not

Leave that to Allah. Allah knows best

We are a bit gapped

And you didn't tell us the thing you told them

Is it because we are not important

Or because you feel that we feel that you're not important

I just hope you dont forget that we had tried a few times

But you weren't there

Maybe it's not as often as before

But we do try

It's hurtful as if we never tried

Good that you're happier

Alhamdulillah 

I write when I cant speak 1

The day you said she is the child closest to you. Because she always tells you her personal matters.

I just kept quiet.

It's okay.

But I think you shouldn't say that to us.

It's not that we are jealous.

We have been living with that for many years and for some almost a decade.

We already know.

But it's hurtful.

And seems like we dont share things with you.

Seems like we dont care about you.

There's no good in telling us.

It just makes us uncomfortable.

With you sometimes. With her sometimes.

And with the situation.

We might not have a lot of money. A great career. A high education. A big house. A big car. And a sweet relationship.

But we do care and love.

We do have feelings.

Dont dismiss those.

May Allah bless us.

You, them and dot dot dot

Some people care for you some just leave you

Some support you some hate you

Some hold on to you some dont even wanna see you

Some do appreciate and understand

And by your side they stand

Some lift you up while you can

Some help you out while you can't 

When you feel left out

And you feel dont belong

Some call it jealousy

Some judge it as envy

Some even mock your feeling

Some wait if you react negatively

Some eager to see you angry

Are you so proud really

Do you have a lack of empathy

Islam teaches us to have ihsan

Be empathetic with everyone

Be kind when you can

And you always can