Sunday, September 3, 2023

I write when I cant speak 2

Some days we were there
Some days they were there
I know it's not genuine when you said you like me
And we are humans we cannot seek into people's hearts to see whether they are ikhlas or not
Leave that to Allah. Allah knows best
We are a bit gapped
And you didn't tell us the thing you told them
Is it because we are not important
Or because you feel that we feel that you're not important

I just hope you dont forget that we had tried a few times
But you weren't there
Maybe it's not as often as before
But we do try
It's hurtful as if we never tried

Good that you're happier
Alhamdulillah 

I write when I cant speak 1

The day you said she is the child closest to you. Because she always tells you her personal matters.

I just kept quiet.
It's okay.

But I think you shouldn't say that to us.
It's not that we are jealous.
We have been living with that for many years and for some almost a decade.
We already know.
But it's hurtful.
And seems like we dont share things with you.
Seems like we dont care about you.
There's no good in telling us.
It just makes us uncomfortable.
With you sometimes. With her sometimes.
And with the situation.

We might not have a lot of money. A great career. A high education. A big house. A big car. And a sweet relationship.
But we do care and love.
We do have feelings.
Dont dismiss those.

May Allah bless us.