Tried

Its better to try and fail than not to try at all.
I hope nobody fails me.

I feel useless many times, dont make me feel worse.

I wont do something that i cant afford.

I was just thinking of being there with them
I was just trying to do as much as i can.

I know im not rich, but there is always a man who always give me full support.

We are different, we have different journey, u wont know how i feel.

Being the youngest, got married early, got nothing to give, always burdening, hurting a lot, anxious of not doing enough.

Be grateful of your life journey, time,  money, good moments u had spent with them in ur life.
Ure just so lucky.

Thank you.

To tell my feeling is not a crime, i guess.