Special for you

ure like a sister and a friend,
i feel comfortable with u,
u inspire me n motivate me in many ways n sometimes by saying nothing.
when i said: i feel incomplete without ur presence n we need u, i really mean it..

u accept me as who i am,
ure always open n be there when i need ur help n consultation,
u always appreciate my effort,
u make me appreciated,
u make me see myself in a better way,
Ure 1 of the reasons i stayed at current department,
Ure the one who convinced me that im needed there,
Ure the reason i put aside n hold my passion,
Ure the reason i stand my current job nature,
U always support me when i make decisions,
Ure always with me when no one cares about my points,
U always try to understand me when no one does,
u always give us chances and guide us to improve,
ure a strong lady n a good example for all of us,
and ure our role model.
A good leader doesnt need to instruct much but people will just follow, so you are.
thank u so much..

thank u for giving me ur trust,
thank u for giving me the awards last time,
thank u for ur acknowledgment towards me,
thank u for every single thing that uve done for all of us and the school.

thank u so much for all your hard work, effort, support, love, care, advice, and motivation.
jazakillahu khoir. may Allah repay u with goodness.
may Allah bless u and ur new journey.
may Allah forgive and guide us always.
Amin.

-Diana-

Pageviews mencanak

Hai. Cerita dia pageviews blog ni mencanak naik pasal post pegawai tadbir n41 tu..
Ingat nya ada orang stalk ke apa.. haha.
Selalu sebulan 6 pageviews je weh hahahah..
Kali ni seminggu 600++ ..

Memang tengah nak ada interview ke?
Yang saya tahu sekarang tengah hot PTD kan..

Anyhow, all the best people..

Siapa nak jadi cikgu meh la try..
International school at Cyberjaya..
Abedeen Academy..

mana tahu kalau saya berhenti ke, boleh ganti saya.. #tetibe

Salam ramadan..

Perempuan

Jangan gedik sangat.
Jangan perasan.
Jangan seek attention sgt.
Control macho sikit. (acah2 je macam saya)
Jangan bagi lelaki sentuh.
Jangan usha lelaki sgt.
Jangan mencarut.
Lelaki cool2, u lebih2 kenapa.
Lagi mahal, lagi bernilai.
Kalau nak love laki, biar serious.
Kalau nak ada relationship, aim untuk kahwin.
Cover aurah elok2.
Biarlah muka cantik, perangai pun cantik.

#selfreminderjuga
#sisnasihat
#nasihatsisuntuksis

The reason

Ure the one who always appreciate my effort,
Ure the reason i stayed at current department,
Ure the one who convinced me that im needed there,
Ure the reason i put aside n hold my passion,
Ure the reason i stand my current job nature,
Ure always there whenever i make a decision,
Ure always with me when noone cares about my point,
U always understand me when noone does.

If ure not there anymore
How could i stay strong
What and who else can motivate me
Could i stay and move on?

am i okay?

when im not okay
you can see from my face
so do not ask me if im okay
coz ill say that im okay
im tired of lying

when i pretend that am okay
sometimes i try to smile at people
to care about people
just to forget about my emptiness
but when people dont appreciate me
ill be upset
i know i shouldnt
im just so bad
coz its the sign i didnt do it for the sake of Allah

everything was okay
the one is not okay is just me
i also dont understand my heart
im losing someone
im losing my strength
im losing interest in many things

sometimes i need to scream
or maybe i need to sing
or maybe i just couldnt do anything
coz i cant change things

to those who smile at me
make me smile
care about me
make me laugh
talk to me
make jokes with me
appreciate me
thank you, i love you.

Rainbow

Sometimes when it rains heavily with thunder and lightning,
we are in sorrow.

When they gone, only then we notice Allah wants to give us
the beautiful rainbow.

Mak is cancerfree

Alhamdulillah, a few days ago mak was declared as cancerfree.
We knew mak has cancer last year, during the last ten days of Ramadhan.
And we knew that its a test from Allah, it was from Allah.
Now, Allah has taken it out from mak's body. This all is his decree.
I was at school when i heard this good news. And i was happily crying.
Stay strong mak.
Thank u to everyone who have ever prayed for my mom.
Stay healthy, take care guys.
Do show your care to your loved ones.
Tell them that u love them.
Hug and kiss them.
Hopefully Allah gives us so many years to spend with them.

May Allah protect, bless and forgive us.
Amin.

Alhamdulillah, thank u Allah.

Let go

Sometimes.
If u dont remember what u did,
it means u didnt mean it.
Seems like nothing's significant.
I wont remind then.
Its better not to talk about it.
If we can just let go.
Its good.
Im good.
I dont wanna know.
I wont ask more.
I wont open the door.
Keep it on the low.
Just dont let it show.
We'll just leave it as so.
We are good, yes or no.
Yeahhh.