all is new

ive tried
i tried so hard
i was stuck
so i stopped
i cared too much
it ate me in the inside
they dont have good sight
nothing was at the dark side
i dont wanna be a fool
i have to be so careful
things that are colourful
doesnt mean they are wonderful
everything looks new
i must change too
let me get this through
give me some space
to have some peace
if i still cannot believe
i would leave